pewDIEpie: That face

(Warnings: General insanity)

I'm scared. The only reason I'm sharing this with you is because I'm scared. I don't know if it's really a good idea to share it honestly. Something may happen to me if I do. Or worse something may happen to you.

I invited Cry over today for some gaming since he's visiting up this way right now. I...I still feel uneasy just thinking about it. I've been seeing more of them than ever before. I see that damned pale white face in the trees more and more. I don't know what to do anymore. I think somehow he got into the house today. I don't know how but I swear he did.

I had been sitting at my computer with my back to the room. I don't remember exactly what I was looking at but most of the screen was black. I had my headphones on so I couldn't really hear anything either. Well I was fine until something moved out of the corner of my eye. It was a reflection on the screen. I wish I hadn't noticed it. I'm so afraid they will figure out that I know they are there.

My heart jumped but I didn't dare move. I didn't want to even breathe. I was staring at the reflection of a pale white face. I could feel myself start to tremble as I sat there. No. Stop shaking! I couldn't will myself to stop as my eyes stayed locked onto it. I guess whatever it was found this amusing. I watched as a wide grin spread over that things face.

That damned grin. I wish I could forget it. Forget the way it made my skin crawl as I sat there frozen. Teeth easily showed as its gaze stayed pinned to me. I could almost imagine that smile turning into something malevolent. My chest felt heavy and the sound of my racing heart rang in my ears. I couldn't find it in myself to move. My breath trembled even though I tried to hide it.

This couldn't be happening. This couldn't be real. It had to be a dream. I only wished it had been though. I was awake. I knew I was. My eyes started to tear as I sat there watching it. I could feel my trembling getting a little worse. Was I going to die like this? In those games...the person almost always died. I felt a slight surge of panic as my vision blurred from the unshed tears. It knew I knew. I closed my eyes tightly in an attempt to block out the thoughts of a painful death. My body stiff from waiting for something to happen. I couldn't do this anymore!

I spun around finally, my eyes wide as the few stray tears fell. If I was going to die I would do it staring that thing down. My breath hitching as my eyes cleared of the hazy blur. I felt a flush cover my cheeks though as I started to breathe again.

Cry was standing there just staring at me like I was out of my mind. I was really freaked out but I tried to play it off.

"Oh man, don't scare me like that. I...I was playing a new horror game. I guess it got the better of me." I tried to hold my voice steady. Thankfully Cry smiled at me. He chuckled after that.

"Sorry, man. Well, let’s play then." He sat down next to me in the chair I had pulled up. When he sat down though...I swear he was wearing the same smile I had seen before. I knew that wasn't possible though. Cry's face could never be that pale white. He wasn't the type to wear masks.