(Warnings: General Insanity)
Everyone has secrets. Sometimes they have secrets they don't even know about. They are the things we force ourselves to forget. I only wish I could forget them now that the voices have become quiet.
Everyone always seems to think that I'm just a normal person. I swear to you that I can be. It's hard sometimes though when they start talking again. You don't know what it's like to always have them watching you.
Sometimes I see them in mirrors. All of our pale white faces make it hard to know which one is which. And sometimes I can't tell the difference between their voices and mine. Do you want to know what they're like? There can be so many of them that I will only tell you about the main ones.
I call this one Mad. Why? Because he does things that don't make sense to me sometimes. He's wild and angry. He usually only talks to me when things have fallen apart. He tells me things. Tells me to hurt people. He tells me the truth about others, you know. He makes me safe but he scares me. Sometimes he wants me to hurt myself. He screams at me. I don't like him when he’s like that. He is so handsome though.
The next one I suppose would be called Virus. He is nothing like Mad. He's more dangerous. He's the one who tells me how to hurt things. He doesn't like blood like Mad does. He just wants to make them break. Sometimes he hurts me too. He makes me do bad things. He made me hurt them. I don't like Virus. He is so mean to me. His eyes scare me sometimes. He is usually calm and can manipulate people easily. He corrupts them so he can keep them for himself he says.
There is another one that makes me think I may be a little less normal than others. I think her name is best kept to her sex, Fem. She is a handful in a different way from any of the others. She makes me feel good. She reminds me how handsome I am. She always tells me how lovely my voice is. She is so sexy. I think I may love her. If nothing else I would at least like to touch her. Fem makes my head foggy at times though. That makes me act weird towards some of my friends.
I have to go. They want me to play a game with them. I don't mind doing that because they do keep me company. Maybe later I'll tell you more about them. Like I said earlier, I really am very normal. They always tell me so.